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Intelligent Way Out

Advisory: Do not even start it’s a long one.


Only empty cup (everyone has some of it in times) can be filled with a cult, religion, drugs and/or alcohol, and let’s be honest one is not better than the other. Ones kills your own inner being, the knowing what is true for you by brainwashing you into believing something pretty often absurd and the other 2 kill your body.

Drugs kill the mind and the body, people whose life purpose is taken away or controlled by their parents get addictive. Read, everything has done for them even the life purpose so that they feel meaningless without having anything of their own. Sometimes too much good can turn into bad. (Parents wanted good).

Smoking is literally filling the void, empty space. These is the 2 minutes, quiet, relaxing, mini escape from everyone to avoid them or yourself. What if you choose to do that without the cigarette?:) Or what if you choose not to avoid? However, just recently my favorite witch wrote that tobacco helps to concentrate and work if that work is requiring mental effort, and helps to clear up the energy of the third eye.

Alcohol is sadness, alcoholic is killing an enormous sadness in them, by killing their body…to check out from here, from this reality because it unbearable. Sometimes it grows into anger, once one drinks too much, they become aggressive. Alcoholism is one of the ‘intelligent’ ways out. Meaning they did not commit suicide, except they did. More about it read here: Alcoholism

That same thing ‘the intelligent’ way out applies also to getting sick. We are creating fatal illnesses to get out of here. I know I did, but luckily if you are able to create the crap in your life you are able to uncreate it.

When you learn something like this – That’s so interesting how all your mind goes Nono I am going to do this first/before I’ll die: I am going to finish uni, wear wedding dress go back to Australia enjoy all the sunshine possible and die there if I have to. (My first pref would’ve been California but it was and still is unfamiliar wonder land for me).

All irrelevant just falls away – people who aren’t contribution to your life, other people opinions, judgements, expectations separations. On that doorstep, there, is just you and you.  No-one and nothing else. And then pure clarity arrives what’s next.

4 years later (just before going back to Australia) the diagnosis was reversed as there were no other symptoms, it was considered as clinically isolated syndrome (CIS). Or maybe they didn’t know what it was. And today 12 y later this illness is considered manageable not fatal.

4 years is a long time to think of your own death, and what if I had chosen dying instead of living in that moment? What if I had started waiting for my death? That would’ve created the death most likely. Actually, I had always thought a lot about my death when I was much younger (I didn’t really had ‘a good’ reason for it, maybe I felt I do not belong, I wasn’t happy about where I was and what I was doing unlike everyone else seemed to be), and consequently to the news, I started to think about how I would like to live my life if I had time. See, every bad has good in it. My happy is on the other side of the world and how can it get better?

Now every time something wonderful happens in my life, I am grateful; I have

l i v e d that far, to see it, to experience it, to be there for it. It has become a habit to think this way and sometimes I have enormous gratitude for what is…

My heart sings for others’ success just the same I feel like I am so happy to contribute or to witness it. I am dreaming of cocreating some wonderful things into this world.

What would be on your list if someone said your time is up? What would be 4 things you would not want to die before? Assuming you have been given 5-10 years.

The bad news: you create your own reality. And the good news: you create your own reality (body, health, life, loving and living).

Your request is your body’s command. Yes, you are powerful! Keep that in mind!

Oh, so what if you created joy with that power now instead, what would that be like? 😀

How to start uncreating the crap in your life?

Be honest (aware, present with it) to yourself that’s the start. No need to share or talk about it (to create pity club to keep circling back the same old/sick energy), unless you have someone with a great awareness in your life that helps you to be there in your own knowing that you are not defined as your illness or addiction. Who has no judgements, expectations separations, or conclusions that you are sick, addict or need repairing.

So, what are you avoiding that if you didn’t would allow the greatness of you that you were thought was wrong, or too much, too different too too much, that if you stepped into it now would free you from any kind of ‘addictions illnesses or numbness?

You can be a contribution to yourself and others when start caring of your own knowing, not waiting for anyone else acknowledging it. Do that for you, do not get sick.

Some are reticulating different spiritual practices they have done, or that are out there, once they have found this ‘super effective’ practice that they perhaps invented. Well, wherever they think they are now they would not be if there were not all this ‘wrong’ things they did before that.

We were not born in uniforms, that applies to every Area of our lives. That’s the beauty of it, the difference that we are. The way we create…life, love, living, everything.

So, whatever it is that you give meaning to, means something and if it gives you any lightness do it till you find the next thing that gives you that. It sure can be a religion unless it goes to extremes. I sang at Sunday school, was christened and confirmed in New Jersey by the way, somehow never really got consumed by it. ‘Struggle sacrifice and suffer and you will go to heaven’ didn’t sound like something I would like to create my life from. I remember praying for my parents not getting a divorce a few times, and to get a Barbie doll from Sweden, and you know what, it worked every time. 🙂

Everyone has their own set of tools to get to their happy.

Do and be what works for you, and for starters follow the things that feel light for you, that’s the step towards the greatness of you! Sometimes it doesn’t make sense why you enjoy the things you do even to yourself but keep on going, that is the way to less resistance, and let yourself to see what rolls out.

What would it be like:

Completely trusting your own knowing?

To be in your own power without justifying, just being aware?

Acknowledging your greatness? What would the world be like if everyone would be like that?

What if you choose thriving instead of surviving now?

Do not just read the questions, stop and consume it!

Delicious, isn’t it?

With love



Why intelligent way out? Because no one says they killed themselves, except they did.