Photo: My cat Cosmo Kiss 5 years ago; now I have 7kg of him.
Constellation
It was my very first time to be part of the “constellation method”, ‘…also known as family constellation therapy, is a solution-oriented therapeutic approach developed by Bert Hellinger that aims to uncover and resolve deep-seated family dynamics and transgenerational trauma that influence a person’s life.’
I was presenting/named ‘the flow of life’. Through the practice I recognised how desperately the truth wanted to come true to that person, just waiting for her allowance. She went back and forth with her misery (that wasn’t even hers but other people’s, it was generational), and once the joy got permission, tears started flowing down my cheeks. That’s how badly that beautiful being had been ignored, not allowing her joy.
That made me think about how much most people take the fights that aren’t theirs and do not allow the joy that they truly are.
It was a great experience, but I will not practise this method again, as it’s too much contemplating past pain that is not relevant, but I must say I haven’t had such clarity before, very clear knowings came to me. It was categorical truth coming through, undeniable.
I am in a way doing it in my practise if you ask me a question but in a more gentle energetic, unnoticeable way, without the need to go back and experience the pain again unless you go there.
I have recently had a couple of new clients coming along that want everything; one even said, ‘I want everything you have (read know)!’ These are the people ready to look into their own greatness and live it; that makes my heart sing! More of that please!
I am going really well with the coherence course I was gifted, I am listing the changes it keeps creating. I am amused at how scientific it all is; I have been living under the rock. I am a Cancer, so that’s what I do occasionally.
Magic is scientific. The method that these local ladies, who actually have degrees in psychology, have developed working with the HeartMath Institute is innovative. They have degrees in psychology but aren’t damaged by the education; they have taken their knowledge and developed it into something exceptional.
I have noticed truly that the universe is investing in you if you do. Until there is a backdoor…nothing happens.
I found out that the person who sponsored my coherence course is a musician from Sydney. What are the chances?!
For me it is meaningful coming from a musician because after working on it for 7 years, just this year I finished creating a programme for highly visible people. I’ve always wanted to help creatives, as I tend to understand the ones most don’t, and in a beautiful paradox, I received a gift from an artist.
The universe has its ways. Would you say it’s a coincidence? It’s synchronicity. Have you noticed these in your life? Yesterday I met an ex-musician when visiting a local radio station in Brisbane and had a really encouraging and helpful conversation with him despite being there for a different reason. Synchronicity.
I also completed my 5th Access Bars class, the first one was in Europe 13 years ago it was confusing the least to say :). I realised you do not even need to believe in it you just have to be willing to receive. Sounds too simple? It is.
What is the joy you have been refusing to live that, if you did allow it, could change your whole life?
Ask: What is the joy I can be today?
What is the true joy that I can allow to emerge?
What would your life be like if you were living your greatness your joy that you actually are?
A lot is going on energetically; before saving the world or cows or the grass (do we need to save the sun?)lol, tune into you, appreciate you, and find the ways to do it. Allow, allow, allow it! Follow your little happies and joys today that grow bigger and deeper!
Heart thank you for looking into possibilities!
Probably a song from a movie. R&B has always been the steady thread in my life—the one genre that never leaves, no matter what other sounds I explore.