Photo: That is called a Northern Emperor butterfly on my walkway, amongst all the trash and syringes. Looking pretty and victorious.
Have you thought about it?
The world has become about asking questions. The right ones? With the AI, it’s all about that.
How do you see being connected to everything?
In some cases, to people, that is sometimes misleading really. I do not feel like I am choosing some things or people; they just appear to create a mess that is there for a reason, I’m sure, it will reveal its underlying purpose someday. If you have that, stay strong, :), or rather, remember that you are. Not everything makes sense. And if you do think you were wrong about them, you weren’t, you just recognised something perhaps greatness in them that they aren’t necessarily living, or choosing to live. They might still be living social conditioning or choosing from ego.
Let’s say there is a talk about autism in the book; she talks about how it’s an illness of extreme egoism and how the child who comes with that illness is first of all a lesson to their parents. The child will embarrass their parents so the extreme pride and ego will get washed down the drain repeatedly, day after day. You might say, but they are the nicest people; they are, they just have that stress in exaggerated levels in them. They are here to learn. It’s explained in much more detail in the book – at least 30 pages of it. However, parents can help their child by working on themselves, changing their perspectives. There is an explanation of the situation, environment, background, etc.
We have a pathogenesis of every illness in our body, meaning our bodies contain the conditions from which illnesses can develop, whatever the illness; that’s what even science tells us. Why is that? because we have the same thoughts and emotions (stresses), but different people have them in different measures in them. In some people it reaches extreme levels; that’s where the body comes to help with an illness. It slows your body down to give you time to rest, to be, to listen. And, if still ignored, it comes back with a bigger illness or death.
I know very well that the deadly health condition was a consequence of thought patterns in all of my 20s; I wanted out of this life (that kind of life), and my body gave the option by giving the illness. Since I knew I had created it, I knew it’s all my own doing/thinking. However, I had changed my mind by that time, and surprisingly, my body gave me another chance and didn’t die. Doctors were confused, how did that happen. I had to change everything, inc environment (inc move to another country). The first step is awareness, then forgiveness and then change what needs be changed.
That’s why it’s interesting reading about all these health conditions; you learn about yourself a lot. With autism, I sure have ego; you have ego. There’s nothing wrong with that, but if it has reached extreme levels, autism will be formed or rather it was always there but the diagnosis can be received later in life because symptoms were previously masked or misunderstood.
In one community, it used to be popular among people to self-diagnose themselves, as the founder has declared he has a little bit of it. Then 50-year-old grown-up people found a way to hide behind the ‘diagnosis’ to be childish by not showing up or being rude or controlling. So, if you need a cover next time, simply say, ‘Oh, I must have some level of autism.’ Or just respect yourself and others; the choice is always yours. 🙂
Oh, well, and we shouldn’t judge other people’s choices. Oftentimes they do not have a choice anyway, as where there is no awareness…there is no choice.
Instead of judgement, ask yourself, ‘What am I aware of here that I’m not acknowledging?’
It’s not that complicated; it really is that we notice things because we have it too, not at the same level but at some level. The good things and the bad.
I had a call yesterday, asking if I am teaching Bars. I am sorry I’m not, unfortunately. Although I wish I would for those who’re asking, love your enthusiasm. I have practised since 2013, but I never paid for the certificate in order to teach, as I didn’t consider myself being a teacher type, only realising recently that I do not have to be a teacher type; I could just be me teaching. I was swapping with a newbie in BRSB; she really needed some confidence, so I shared some of my perspectives. She told me after that I should teach…hem food for thought.
Interesting how we misidentify sometimes what we ‘have to become or be’ in order to… Take on something.
Where in your life are you doing it? What if you being you with that something (position, role, being husband or wife or crown prince lol) is a much greater contribution to others? What if you make it your own? There’s no in order to…(it’s some kind of learnt conditioning).
What would you choose – Now if there wasn’t in order to…? What if that in order to…holds back awesome possibilities?
TV series: The love story of Carolyn Bessette and J.F.K. Junior; it’s simply beautiful and painful to watch. The number of toxic videos that have come out from the ‘people who know better’ about what happened is unbelievable; envy in such a scale – still, after they’re dead, and it’s a TV series, not a documentary so making it a bit more screen friendly is normal. That reminds me that I witnessed a lot of envy around my parents’ love when I was a child, mainly from their own siblings. It was not a good environment; if you perceive it, remove yourself from that. I’d say they needed protection, but we do not need protection; we need awareness. If there was only one piece of relationship advice, that would be: only ever talk to the other, relevant party about your concerns, not your mum, friend or co-worker. It’s between you and them. Other people give you advice based on their own conditioning, their own hurts & wounds. Find someone who can Listen, helps you get to your own awareness.
Happy Friyyey beautiful you!
A song from the radio this morning: I am hoping the words aren’t too rude, as I am only hearing the noise here that I like! It was going to be a cover from Triple J, Bulls on Parade, but I decided to save you at the last minute and chose the guy I recently stumbled on, hopefully generates positive emotions. My heart chakra went to 100 with seconds, leaving behind all the rest lol.