Photo: A drive around QLD, Australia. A few years ago, me, carrot & a horse. Thanks, AI for making the horsy golden! Sweet!
2026 it’s a year of a Fire Horse.
Like horse wasn’t a fire already it’s a Fire Horse year by Chinese Calendar. Saddle up. A year of 1, new beginnings.
I have fire in my astrological chart, moon sign is Aries, it will match my energy!
I recently got a chance to be cheek to cheek with a horse, I never imagined they can be so calm, and receptive. My curiosity to the animals grew immensely, oh gosh like I didn’t have enough interests already!
I did go to a Christmas event that was held at the local turf club, at the races. It was the second time at the races, but the first I actually followed what was going on.
In my mind it was a kind of an Australian thing, and I didn’t put much thought into it, and then on that glam night with a fancy dinner…a horse fell, after what he was put down. I was disturbed, to say the least; I still am. Statistics says in 2024/25 175 horses have died on the tracks in Australia.
Later another jockey walked around sitting on the back of her horse and let people pat him. He was so beautiful and calm. The whole time it was screaming in me how sorry I am for what had happened!
But he was so beautiful, almost comforting. We put our cheeks together, and I instantly started smiling…!? Although I was still sad about what had happened his happiness was inflicted me into it too.
It’s also a good example how I tried to bury my head to the sand, avoid ignore, not know about races, and then life just throws it into your face. I am aware now, and I know there’s no point to fight as it only creates more fight. I also know that cancelling isn’t reasonable as truth is animals are here in our existence to support people, not be treated like people. (I should remind myself of it when treating my cat like a royal, but I do it with everyone in my life lol.)
By saying that it means we still constantly should be aiming to improve everyone’s experience in this reality, and not to ignore it.
What else is truly possible to change it all for the better?
What would it be if there wasn’t avoidance in your life? What if you allowed your awareness?
NB! awareness is never a burden because it doesn’t have a charge in it, charge of right and wrong. No judgement.
Now, thank you for choosing to be here, thank you for choosing to have a look into different perspectives, and thank you for choosing you, if it’s only for a little bit.
No need to agree with anything here; everything that I’m writing is here to be the invitation for you to find out your own knowing, perception and truths.
Wishing you all that your new basis of your life and living is a happy joyful, creative you. How to get that? Get into you, get connected, get a different perspective and get into being you, from which that life can emerge.
Like it has happened since I started this website, my topics get extended by some other realms, which is good if these extensions are creating greater things, which is not the case in times. Some take my topics and try to do something in the proper/perfect language, domesticating those – that are simply dead words – they just do not do anything for anyone. Statements, opinions even quote A’ la ‘things women are like that…’ or ‘Three things to consider when getting married’ or…has any of it ever worked for you? It’s writing for the sake of writing, speaking for the sake of speaking. Additionally, linguistic perfection holds back growth, that’s why I love Access Consciousness, no one has ever said the things they have, the way they have. They do not shy away from being different, or saying what they say. There’s no aiming to get perfection, as that’s not a creative energy. Where in your life is perfection holding back creation of your life and living?
However, the website has grown 10 times this year despite me posting a lot less than I used to. These texts keep giving; go back and read again, as you might have a different baseline and greater receptivity now than you had back then. By date it is retrieved from almost 300 locations all over the world.
No AI can go with the topics where I am going (keep in mind it’s based on everything that has been before, and nothing new); that’s probably the reason for the distorted outcomes for the popular YouTubers who are retrieving their topics from the website.
2025 was all about shedding, leaving, grieving, changing, eradicating preparing and facing the truths that were uncomfortable the least to say. But also creating and meeting milestones.
What about 2026? What is that we want to create that has never created before?
What is that I want to create for myself that will be contribution to many others?
What would it be like to show up fully as you?
Times have changed people, get into your own knowing, and put it out there to create greater!
Realisations on the year of 2025:
Even someone telling you they love you and then being mean to you, they aren’t actually loving you. It’s not love it’s something else.
Kindness wins over love as it has inherently love in it.
To realise that is revolutionary for me as I have always romanticised love with an assumption everyone is Kind and something else. I know a couple of people who’re clapping now, for me saying that…well, no one died, and I am …surprised! Haha! You might think it was your clearing statement, I wish, it was the brick smashed into my head …from the universe.
I realised some of who were once teachers aren’t that anymore as they’re stuck in their own created structure that’s become stagnant, they aren’t able to be the space for expansion. I’ll give you an example, I had a session with a person where she constantly kept tearing my energy down, I was pushing against it so badly that I got a sepsis (blood poisoning) out of it, ended up in ER the next coming days and paid $600 for the treatment. However, by Viilma: ‘Sepsis is unspoken shame over love that feels unseen or misunderstood that can turn inward, harming both heart and body.’
That was a moment of clarity, firstly a reminder that I always know (and I knew she wasn’t a contribution anymore, and I completely ignored it, signed up for the good old times sake). Painful learning who I give access to my energy and secondly how powerful is my own energy. Ps Where have you turned up for the old times sake? Was that a good idea?
I am not looking for guidance, I love to play with different realms and meet people, most of all witness their successes (it’s so easy to be happy for others…!), and get myself into the space of what else is possible, so I’m still going and playing despite of all that. That was honestly the only time in my life I should’ve ask money back for the session.
At the same time, I am happy to see that some other awareness creators have dig themselves out of the hole, and keep creating and new ones emerging, something to celebrate!
Somehow, I want to mention that no one is entitled to anything, ever; just keep that in mind. Being proud of suffering is a choice, mostly unaware, but it doesn’t entitle anyone to anything.
You’re asking HOW do you know? The answer is to get access to the true you; the rest will unfold. You can’t get that through your cognitive thinking but through relaxation. There’s no quote that helps you to live your life or bullet points that give you tips for a healthy relationship, because you are different; you will create your own quotes and your own bullet points. However, what is a great quote is the one that opens up something and creates space that is non-conclusive and non-finite, therefore it’s generally easier to ask questions.
Shortly, you can change your past, your future your now by changing your perspective on whatever you want to change.
NB! Remember that: Your knowing isn’t coming in long sentences, it’s short usually a word immediate and clear.
You are the question, and you are the answer. Everything is in you that you’re asking for that’s waiting to be set free.
Write down 9 things you’re going to change in your life, and actually change these! Write it as it is here…and swim in it!
What would I love to create for the year of 2026?
What is true to me?
What is the creation wanting to be expressed through me?
Who am I truly, and what magnificent adventures are ahead of me in 2026?
You have a heart, and what if it’s time for the whole world to see it?
Happiest New Creations ever for the year of 2026!
What if the only drama in your life was onscreen? What would that be like?
The movie of the year (the one I remember) – I haven’t had one for a long time, but I have one this year, taraa!!! ‘The Gorge’. TV series have become so much better than most movies. The Morning Show, Mayor of Kingstown, Lioness, Landman, and Tulsa King, Your Friends & Neighbours hahahaha.
A song of the year…N/A, but today I share a song I can’t get rid of, not getting tired of. I am an 80s edition myself, so that lightness of that music is familiar, resonates.