Photo: I do every birthday smth new. I did many things this year, and I did go to the R’nB dance class, my first hour and first class; you can dance with me. Video up on IG. I woke up smiling the next day; despite only getting ¼ of the moves, I’d like more of it!
What Becomes Possible When We Receive?
I keep changing my mind about giving bars sessions; not that there’s doubt in my mind I love doing it, but it just doesn’t have a suitable avenue for me. What would it take to change that? Universe?
I am saying this because the last few weeks at the markets have been amazing; one person who came for the third time, an elderly man, said he has had anxiety his entire life, and now it is changing. I am so incredibly happy for him. I actually gave him homework a week before that; it was a question to ask every morning. I’ve been gifted a painting and a song and paid more than the session’s price on top of the service fee.
He said I give him freedom, and I said it’s not me, it’s you, your ability to receive what you’re asking for.
Isn’t it interesting how we’re conditioned to think that we get everything from outside of us?
Access Bars helps to expand your ability to receive. There also have been lots of tears for the first-timers; I guess it’s times like this. However, they keep on going, and that is amazing.
It feels like quiet & freedom & beauty…
When Change Happens Overnight
I do not know if Charlie knows that, but he can heal emotions as well, not only body conditions and pain. I have said goodbye to something I wasn’t able to change for years. I have changed a lot, and in ways I haven’t; I’m sure people who’ve been reading here since the beginning can tell. I mean, I put strawberries on my chocolate cake! Unheard of. I like both but separately, until recently anyway. 🙂
Change really is something different from what we’re expecting it to be, and Foundation has changed, and it’s strange; it’s just so different. It could’ve been a help of D. Heer’s clearing statements called ‘Dive In’ in May & June, the ones he gifted with the foundation class. These are awesome! And of course the amazing community of heart brain coherence…we keep cocreating with.
It’s weird, though; the change was quite sudden – p00f – and it was gone. I have never experienced anything as clean-cut as that (although the change started in Nov last year, on and off, but I had no hope anymore or expectation it would actually change). I am very grateful; not necessarily that I loved it right away, but it is for the best. I always wondered how that must feel, the change overnight; it was close to that, and I must say it’s not fun even though I was asking for it.
Changes. Have you had many recently?
Letting Go of What We’ve Been Holding On To
I have thrown away a lot of stuff this year, a lot; many clothes I kept holding on to. I am not a shopper because I rarely find the things I like, so I always make the best of them. I have a hoodie that I bought from the States in 2005, so that has been with me to 3 different continents many times. It’s totally worn out; I am only wearing it at home, but it’s been a bin subject for the last 5 years at least. lol
It’s a weird thing to hold on to that, but I have so many wonderful memories from that trip, so, so wonderful ones! How can it get better now? I want to visit you – US again; you have the best stuff and many other things!
I also have started to eat new things, which is interesting and big.
It’s Not All Bad
‘Here are some good things too; it’s not all bad,’ said Mr Sugar, indicating life on earth isn’t only bad.
TV series – I’ve been so good this year, no violent series, as most of them have ended except one; however, there is a recent discovery, actually, a friend from Europe suggested. I haven’t liked movies with that actor so far, and see, everything changes – I like him in this TV series. The character is just the sweetest! The moment I saw the sink full of dirty dishes in the old lady’s kitchen, I knew he was going to do them. 🙂
Question for fun: Have you been so busy that you haven’t had time to remember how many seeds you planted?
Creating What Comes Next
How do you feel about September?
…exiting!
I was in the process of changing up the website here; someone truly switched on (rare find) was able to make sense of it all, but for now my own creation will stay as it is. If you have any questions, you can connect and send email. I do offer Zoom sessions (not bars) if you’re somewhere far.
How Do You Know You’ve Been You?
How do you know you’ve been you?
You wake up to the thought s… I actually like living this life.
You aren’t competing with anyone; there’s zero need for that – it indicates you know who you are.
You’re happy to share, whatever you have or whatever you are.
A song: There’s so many…but I am choosing Brent Faiyaz today, he was in my awareness a long before he got as known.