Photo: Arranging my closet, settling in at my new place. I love to look like a bag lady when at home; I have the baggiest clothes on. So, I did put the dress on just for you:)
It’s been very, very relaxing to be away from the herds of tourists on the beach. Now I understand why I heard people saying that locals are actually moving away from there.
Here is today’s topic, it’s not Mother’s Day, or isn’t it always Mother’s Day?
I did say goodbye to my mum again, we spent some awesome time together. Her presence (She doesn’t practice anything; she only reaches for Viilma’s book when there’s an emergency. Still, she has always been Relatively present, aware, and non-judgmental) made me think and perceive interesting things this time.
When I went to pick her up from the airport on her arrival, I thought for a minute what it would’ve been like if my dad was with her (they divorced when I was 21 years old), and it felt very grounded, joyful, and relaxed, just like our little family was. That was a surprising thought because I am a grown-up and have had my very own life since happily moving out of home when I was barely 18 years old. I also perceived that despite of them not being together I still have it in me, very freeing and empowering feeling. I really chose them, by saying that, it was far from anything perfect especially between them, and it wasn’t easy to witness it as a child. There was always genuine love, and still is.
It is said that if you’ve done a good job with your children, then they want to go out of the nest when it’s time. They feel strong enough to do that, to go and explore. Assuming non-controlling parents. Some keep arranging their children’s lives, or actually disrupting it forever. That is very often the reason why these ‘children’s lives aren’t working out, they simply do not have their own life, they are still owned by their parents. Could be emotional, or material/financial ties, the list is long. Most likely these people can’t become fully who they are they’re their parent’s puppets.
The second interesting thought was what an unused potential she embodies; she would’ve been such a great grandma (one of the many pretty common, not a good reasons babies are made). She has been a magnet for little children and animals for all her life. She never complained not having grandchildren; she said she wouldn’t want to bring children into this, today’s world (it was different back then):), just like I always thought. But, yes, I was surprised about that thought, to say the least as it’s a really not a healthy one! Lol. What are the miles you’re willing to go to please your parents, even if they’re not asking for it? Where else are you doing it in your life? What would it take to change that?
Looks like the things, you think ‘you never understand’ keep lifting up their heads recently.
Understanding Progesterone: The Hormone of Motherhood Explained by L.Viilma:
Stigmasterol helps the body produce the female hormone progesterone – the hormone of motherhood.
I looked into it: progesterone carries the energy of motherhood.
As a gynaecologist, I know that progesterone is the pregnancy hormone, and its levels must be high during pregnancy.
If there is a risk of miscarriage, a woman receives progesterone treatment.
It is logical that when a woman is truly in the role of a mother, she naturally has as much progesterone as she needs.
Her femininity/oestrogens create the basis for the growth of motherhood/progesterone.
For the next 14 days, the level of progesterone in the blood rises (the woman’s love), and if she becomes pregnant, the progesterone level will not drop.
Progesterone levels fall during pregnancy whenever the woman is unhappy with her role as a mother.
If the woman does not become pregnant, menstruation begins and cleanses the body of excess oestrogen and progesterone.
Also, progesterone makes a woman angry at her own mother and at herself as a mother. L. Viilma, Teachings of Survival (Books 1–7).
That is knowing the root cause. If that triggered you, there’s something in it for you. Everything starts with the thought, very much health conditions and body condition. Change the thought; change your life, because you can change anything. You.
Happy New year, happy explorations, and how can it all get greater now?
Astrologically it’s a creation day; use that!